Dear God, Happy Father's Day Or Maybe Not!

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Dear God,

Am I not one of your children?..

I have seen some friends have the easiest life. They get their way through literally everything from relationships, school, careers and basically everything. I have heard people give dumbfounding testimonies but all I get is dumbfounding disappointments.

What I mostly do is pick myself up, pat my own back, thank You and move on. After-all You say we should give thanks in all things. When I lost the only person who had my back, my mom, I cried then thanked You and soldiered on.

When P came over to have his way with me the same night of his engagement, which I found out later, I thanked You. When I was close to traveling to Paris, packed and everything, and the trip failed, I thanked You because I felt You had better plans for me.

When I found out ‘my man’ of 2 years was actually married with a kid; I cried, dusted myself up and moved on. When my position at my work became uncertain and I had to leave , I thanked You.

Dear God. Just. To. Mention. A few!

I was grateful. Extremely grateful when I became stable enough to put myself through tertiary education and get a stable job. My thanksgiving was a lot when I got a stable job that doesn’t pay much but provides good health insurance.

I broke off a situationship after I found out he had someone, only to find out days later that I’m with child. I did not want that cheat back but I was advised to let him know and I did. I had already decided to keep it regardless of the insults the cheat threw my way, because, “Children are a blessing from God.” Then I lost it after some months, and yet through the pain I thanked You, and hoped You would compensate me with some huge news that would have changed my entire life and that of my family but You took that from me too.

At this point a girl can only endure so much until You show Your face? I’m done with You! I’m not sure You have been through it all with me because I’m extremely tired! Dear God, where have you been? The above mentioned are the few I can share but I’m not one that gives up on anything or anyone easily so if I say I’m tired then I mean tireeeeeeeed!!! I have been through a lot and in all I picked up the pieces with a thankful heart.

I’m not feeling thankful anymore. I’m low on faith and when I say low I don’t mean thirty percent low, I mean iPhone 1% low. I do not need anyone to tell me to join any prayer group or whatever. I have thrown a challenge at You, my God.. that if I am one of Your children, show me. Until then, I’m just gonna go around like a fatherless child.

MissKorang Says:

Dear God,

Thank you for visiting my page, please in your mercy ignore the bad grammar and spelling mistakes.

Your daughter is giving you an ultimatum, and threatening to go rogue. Please lift up Your hand in strength and help your child.

And dear God, since you said we should not judge, I won’t ask your daughter if she saw the part of Your word that’s says, “Flee from fornication.”

But really, me I didn’t flee, but You still gave me a pass, so please give this here child of yours a dumbfounding testimony. In the name of your son Jesus. Amen.

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